3The Winterthur Library

 The Joseph Downs Collection of Manuscripts and Printed Ephemera

Henry Francis du Pont Winterthur Museum

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OVERVIEW OF THE COLLECTION

 

Creator:         Clark, Hannah Hood Owings, 1826-1899                                         

Title:               Diary

Dates:             1854, 1877, 1880-1881, 1886, 1890.

Call No.:         Doc. 434

Acc. No.:        92x143

Quantity:        1 volume

Location:        31 C 6

 

 

 

BIOGRAPHICAL STATEMENT

 

Hannah Hood Owings Clark resided in Baltimore, Maryland, and spent part of the year in the country.  She was the daughter of Thomas Owings (b.1802) and Mary Jennings.  On October 28, 1845, Hannah married Charles Clark.  Sadly, he died on March 31, 1847.   The couple had no children.  In 1854, she had been a widow for seven years and resided with her husband's family.  Hannah Clark apparently never remarried and died in 1899.

 

 

SCOPE AND CONTENT

 

Most of the entries date from 1854, with scattered entries for other years.  The entries describe the daily activities and family life of Hannah H. Clark.  Throughout the volume she mentions attending church services, camp meetings, and public lectures on such topics as history, anatomy, and Russia and Turkey.  She regularly comments on sermons, guest preachers, etc.  She also notes the books she read.  In a few entries, Hannah writes about the events and dinners preceding a family wedding.  She documents trips to town to purchase items as well as journeys to the country, and records deaths of family members and friends.  After one of her trips to town she notes that she saw a boy begging and gave him a trifle.  She provides details of a fire that occurred at a church near her home.  A few of the entries relay her experiences with a dentist.  Other than sewing, she rarely mentions domestic activities.  Laid into the volume is a copy of the poem "Mrs. Grimalkin to Her Kittens," and newspaper clippings about the death of Col. John Berry in October 1856.

 

           

ORGANIZATION

 

Entries are in chronological order.

 

 

LANGUAGE OF MATERIALS

 

The materials are in English.

 

 

RESTRICTIONS ON ACCESS

 

Collection is open to the public.  Copyright restrictions may apply.

           

 

PROVENANCE

           

Purchased from Tiba Books.

 

 

ACCESS POINTS

 

Topics:

            Camp meetings.

            Church attendance.

Dentistry - History - 19th century.

Marriage customs and rites.

Religious thought - History - 19th century.

Widows - Diaries.

Women - Diaries.

Baltimore (Md.) - Social life and customs.

Diaries.

           

 

 

TRANSCRIPTION OF THE DIARY

 

Note: some punctuation has been added to make reading easier.  Except for January, the names of the months have been added in brackets at the beginning of each one.

 

 

On front fly leaf: Hannah H. Clark, Jan 1st 1854

 

 

Jan 1st 1854 - Another year has passed and I am still spared.  Oh! how thankful I should be that I am again permitted to see the beginning of another year.  How much suffering I have undergone during the past twelve months and oh! how near to the grave I have been brought.  I do sincerely pray that all my afflictions may be of benefit to my soul, and that I may always be enabled to say, "not my will but thine, O Lord! be done".  This is the Sabbath, and I have enjoyed very much a sermon from our beloved Pastor (Mr. Webster), and have also partaken of the Holy Communion - how grateful I should be that 1 have been permitted once more to meet, round the table of the Lord, those I love.  I do trust I may be enabled to spend this year more profitably than I ever have done.  To-night, we had a most beautiful sermon from Mr, Stockton on the birth of the New-Year from the text, "What shall we render unto thee, O Lord for all thy benefits".

 

Monday Jan 2nd - Spent the morning in the house, had a visit from Lizzie and Harriet Barker; this afternoon went to the dentist's; returning, on my way to Aunty's, met with Dr. Mc. whom I was delighted to see, received his thanks for the slippers I sent, which I think were but a slight return for all his kindness to me; called at Auntie's in company with Estelle - the streets quite slippery and sloppy.

 

Tuesday Jan 3rd - Again this morning at the dentist's and from there to the meeting of the Ladies Bible Society, held at Charles St Church; heard three excellent addresses from Mr. Hoge, Seiss, and Dr. Johns - quite an interesting meeting.  

 

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Wednesday 4th - Spent the day with Ma, had a very pleasant day and at night, went to lecture, our regular weekly lecture, a very poor attendance indeed.

 

Thursday 5th - Stayed at home all the morning sewing and again at the dentist's in the afternoon.   I shall be delighted when he gets through with my teeth - they have been sadly neglected.

 

Friday 6th - had a very pleasant day at Susan’s; returned home about dusk, found quite a change in the weather, blowing up quite cold.  Martha was with me.

 

Saturday 7th - Very cold to day but I have been out Madison St. to the mantua-maker’s and from there in the omnibus to Market St. to purchase a porte-monnaie for my dear Grand-pa, dear old man! how delighted he was with it. 

 

Sunday 8th - Another week has gone and it is the second Sabbath of the New-Year - heard this morning a sermon from Mr. Duncan, son of the late John M, Duncan; a most excellent discourse from the 28th verse of the 11th chap Matthew - "Come unto me all ye that labour and are heavy laden and I will give you rest”.  To­night, one from Rev E. Y. Reese, a most beautiful exposition of the 19th Psalm.  I do want to be improved by listening to the Word of God.  O Lord assist me.   I never until to-night understood the exceeding beauty of that Psalm, particularly the last verse –“Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in thy sight O! Lord my strength and my redeemer.”  

 

Monday 9th - To-day has been a beautiful clear day but very cold.  Martha and I started out on a visiting tour and made several very pleasant calls.   As usual I went to Cheny’s[?].  In the afternoon

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stayed at home, but could not work, why I don't know.  Had a call from Ma for subscription to the Sailor's Bethel.  Mother spent the day with Jane in the country, had a nice visit.

 

Tuesday 10th - This morning Ma called for me and we paid three visits to-gether, one to see an old friend of hers and then to see Miss Harriet G., returned home with Ma to dinner.  Kate and Josie accompanied me home about dusk but paid a very short call. 

 

Wednesday 11th - had an engagement at the dentist at ten to have a tooth filled, how unpleasant it was, my nerves were in such a state the remainder of the day I could scarcely keep up.  Kate was so kind as to accompany me.   Raining all the afternoon which of course kept me in the house. To-morrow will be Kate's birthday.

 

Thursday 12th - A very disagreeable day, raining incessantly.  Had a nice time sewing.  I am very much engaged making under-clothes and am anxious to finish before Spring.  Mat had a call from Mr. I.

 

Friday 13th - Martha and myself went to spend the day with Mary where we were joined by Kate and Mary Owings - had a delightful day, enjoyed ourselves very much - Cousin Tom is still in New-York . 

 

Saturday 14th - The last day of the week again - how rapidly time flies, how much of it is wasted by me.  I must try and do better.  Paid three visits to-day but could see no-one.   Took Lutie over to see Pearl and Fanny - what nice children they are - this afternoon went round and from there to the dentist’s.   Jane came in to-day.

 

Sunday 15th - Another Sabbath has come and past - and yet I fear I am still too careless and unmindful of my eternal welfare.  Oh! that I be enabled to think more of such things.  This morning heard a most excellent sermon from Mr Webster from the words, “Let not your heart be troubled.”  How thankful I should be

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for such a faithful Pastor – how much I do enjoyed [sic] his sermons.   This afternoon Dr. Browne in and stayed to tea, he was very agreeable - how I wish he would think more of the Sabbath and of God's holy word.  To-night Susan and her mother came to go to church with us.  Mr S gave us a good sermon from the words, “What lack I yet” - he was unusually solemn and I trust did much good.

 

Monday 16th - Jane, Mat and myself took the carriage this morning to pay some visits; found most every one at home and a very pleasant time.  Went to Aunty’s to dinner and from there round home, thence to the dentist’s.  Found Grandpa complaining with a boil on the back of his neck.  Had a visit from Mary.  It has been very warm to-day and threatens to rain,

 

Tuesday 17th - A very rainy day; it rained all day and I have been obliged to keep close house but have not accomplished much.  Jane is still here and William came in to-night: No visitors.

 

Wednesday 18th - Quite an unpleasant day, but in spite of the rain I went home to spend the day; found Grandpa quite sick in bed, very weak.   Dear old man, he requires constant watching and Ma is nearly always with him.   She is so attentive to him.  I wish I was as good a child.  Kate and Mary O. sat up with him last night and it was well they did - he fell in the fire and had it not been for them, must have been burnt very badly.  Harry is not well.   Went to the dentist’s this afternoon and thence down Market St, received a present of a thimble from Kate which I shall prize very much.

 

Thursday 19th - This is Father's sixty-sixth birthday.   I hope he may see many returns of it.  It has been very damp all day and I was in the house all the morning.  This afternoon had an

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engagement at four to have a tooth filled and although raining, thought it best to go, called by to see Grandpa, found him rather better though suffering very much with his neck.

 

Friday 20th - It has been so dull this week that I have nothing to write about, another rainy day and again kept in the house.  This afternoon it cleared off and Mattie myself started out for a walk but found it very unpleasant on account of the damp streets.  To-night I went to prayer meeting, the first time for more than six months.   Josie and Kate called to-day.

 

Saturday 21st - This morning raining again but about 12 cleared off with a very high wind.  It was quite amusing to see the hats blowing about though of course not agreeable to wearers. Grandpa is rather better but still in bed.  This afternoon I ventured out but was glad to return as it was so cold and windy. 

 

Sunday 22nd - Another bright beautiful sabbath has dawned upon us and we have once again been permitted to go to the house of the Lord.  How thankful we should be for such privileges and, how anxiously should we endeavour to improve ourselves from the hearing of the word.  This morning Mr W gave us an excellent sermon from the text Exodus Chap 3, 15 verse, where the Lord declares himself to Moses.  This afternoon had a visit from Will, he is so agreeable.  How I wish he would think more of his eternal welfare.  Brother, Will, and Henry are constantly in my mind.  How anxiously I feel for them and pray that their eyes may be opened and their hearts enlightened, that they may turn to thee.  Oh! Lord, still bear with them, turn not from them forever.

To-night, Aunty sent the carriage for us and we had quite a pleasant meeting at her church.  Eight were baptized - what a

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solemn and imposing ceremony it is.  Mr Williams is a zealous, faithful, earnest preacher and no doubt does much good.  How happy Auntie seemed, so full she could scarcely contain herself.

 

Monday 23rd - Mother has again gone to the country to spend the day.  It is a beautiful day but excessively cold. I went out this morning but was glad to return, it was so cold.  Had a visit from Sophie Owings, a very pleasant girl.  Mr. Kellogg took tea with us this evening.

 

Tuesday 24th - This morning I started out very early to keep an engagement with the dentist.  I had two teeth extracted, and the nerve of one destroyed, so it could be filled - a very severe operation.  I have been suffering ever since with a pain in my gums and a swelling of my face.  I hope I won't have to undergo the like again.  Spent the day at Ma's, had a very pleasant time but was sorry to find Grandpa still suffering.  Poor old man, how I wish he could be relieved.  Mr Webster and Mr Stockton both called to see him.

 

Wednesday 25 - To-day I am to spend at Auntie's with Mat.  There was such a change in the weather that I thought it best not to venture out with my face.  Joe E. called to us but without his bride. This afternoon the girls came up and asked me to go with them to the concert by Jullien, and although I was so prudent this morning yet I concluded to go as I was disappointed the last time he was here.  We went quite a party in number, five ladles with Dr. B, Mr. Kellogg &[?] Harry and had a fine time.   I was very much pleased with all the pieces and perfectly delighted with some.  Had a nice snow to walk in but I believe I took no cold. My face is still swollen but less painful.  Saw Mr. B_ with his lady love.

 

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Thursday 26 - A very disagreeable morning, the streets are perfect sleet and persons have to take the middle of the street.  Lutie had to stay home, much to my sorrow, as she is such a teaze. Martha is spending the week with Aunty.  I miss her very much.  It has rained since morning. 

 

Friday 27th - At home all the morning sewing.  Mat came up this afternoon and I started out with her, went to Auntie’s, then to Pa, from there to the dentist’s and then returned to Auntie’s to tea so as to go to meeting with her to-night.   She has a Baptist preacher, Dr. Dowling of Phila., staying with her, seems to be a very pleasant man. I was very much pleased with his sermon to­night, from the text “And Noah sent out a dove &c,” had a delightful meeting.  It was quite affecting to hear the experience of the candidates for baptism, among them Jesse O. who, I am glad to say, has been brought to see the errors of his ways and been induced to believe on the Saviour.  I pray he may be faithful unto the end.  O! that we all may hold out until “his coming.”

 

Saturday 28th - To-day has been a cold day but very clear and dry, and I have spent the morning on the street, first round home, then to pay a bill and shop a little, then to Aunty’s and home to dinner.  Jane came in this morning and Will to-night.  Mat is still at Aunty’s. This afternoon I spent at home very quietly and now am just about to retire for the night.  Ah! me, another week has past, and I fear, nay, I know that I have not improved the time as I should have done but have trifled away many precious moments. I must do better.  Assist me, Oh! my Father!  Grandpa is still in bed, all the rest well, I do hope he may soon be relieved.

 

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Sunday 29 - This morning as usual I attended church and heard a most excellent address from our pastor Mr. W.  What a good man he is, how earnestly and sincerely he speaks to his people and how much we will have to answer for if we hear the Word so enforced and do not lay it to heart and endeavour to walk therein.  The text was from the 80th Psalm, “Turn us O Lord, of hosts &c,” such should be our prayer. To-night Mr S. commenced his series of sermons - the Gospel the power of God unto salvation; how affectingly he spoke of the death of Christ and what would we be had he not died. I always feel, after hearing such things, a determination to do better. Oh that I may be enabled so to do.  It has been a cold cloudy day with prospect of snow. Grandpa is up to-day for the first time, but Kate and the baby are sick.

 

Monday 30th - Still cloudy.  Ma came up for me to go shopping with her and then I went to Cherry’s[?] and from there home; then out again with Mary O to have a tooth filled.  It is much warmer since morning.  I am going to spend the afternoon at home. Mat has gone again to Aunty’s after spending one day at home. Took a ride this afternoon and came home with a pain in my face.

 

Tuesday 31 - Was invited to spend the day at Ma’s to meet Emma B, Mary H and Martha.   Miss Eliza S came in and joined our party -had a very pleasant day but would have enjoyed it more had not the babe been so sick.  Several country friends were down and made quite a large party.  Cousin Tom came home this morning, much to our joy. 

 

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Wed Feb 1st - Brother came round this morning to tell me the dear babe was worse and likely to die.  Ah, me! how much sorrow there is in this world.  Poor little thing! how she seems to suffer.  It made my heart ache to see her.  Mr. Webster came round to bap-

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tize her - a most affecting sight - how little we dreamed of such a thing.  Oh! my Father! if it be possible, spare her to her parents.  If not, may they and we all be enabled to say “thy will be done.”  Sanctify this affliction to our good.  Mary O. has just left for home, she is a dear good girl.  I love her very much. Went to church to-night and enjoyed the meeting very much, had a very good attendance and Mr W as usual preached the word with fervor and zeal.  Will came home with me and stayed until 11 o’clock.

 

Thursday 2nd - To-day I have spent with the babe - poor little thing, she still suffers though she is rather better - how much we all love her and how sad it would be to have her leave us.  I do trust she may recover yet, not our will but thine O Lord be done.  Went to Mary’s this afternoon but returned home to tea -found Aunty here and heard that Martha had gone in the country -received an invite from Susan for to-morrow evening but Mary is too sick for me to think of going.

 

Friday 3rd - Mary is rather easier to-day but is still very sick.  Kate and Josie are both complaining, I suppose from fatigue.  I wish I was able to assist them in nursing but am not yet strong enough, my back is still weak.  To-day is a day of fasting and prayer in our church but I have suffered so much with the tooth­ache for two or three nights I am really unfit for anything.  I went this morning to have it extracted but my courage failed me and I shall have to make another effort.  What a distressing pain it is. I know of nothing that unnerves me sooner.  The weather is again quite cold and we have had a slight fall of snow.  Yesterday the heat was really oppressive and winter wrappings quite uncomfortable.  Went to prayer meeting to-night, had a very pleasant and I hope instructive time.   Quite a number were out and among them Grandpa for the first time since his sickness. Took tea at Ma’s.  Had [sentence not completed] 

 

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Saturday 4th - To-day has been another beautiful day.  Lutie went this morning for Pearl and Fannie and brought them to spend the day - they are nice, well-behaved children and it is a pleasure to have them with me. This afternoon I went to see the babe, whom I found much better, and then Mary and I started for a walk, which I enjoyed very much; returning I met with Mr. A., much to my surprise as I had not seen him since Christmas.  I was very glad to meet him once more for old acquaintance sake. Dear me! what changes are constantly taking place - persons whom you are in the habit of seeing every day for years and really seem as one of the family, now you meet once in three or four months and then perhaps get a passing nod or a mere shake of the hand. It is too sad to dwell on. To-morrow will be the Sabbath, the first Sabbath of the month, our day for the celebration of the Lord's Supper.  O that I may rightly consider it and in a proper manner partake of it. 

 

Sunday 5 - To-day I have again been permitted to attend church -what a blessed privilege it is!  I was glad to see Grandpa out again.  Mr. W gave us a sermon from “Come all ye that labour” &c.  I love to listen to him for I feel that he has said something calculated to do me good.  I trust I have in a right manner partaken of the ordinance of the Lord's Supper and that I may rightly appreciate all such privileges.  To-night we had a very full house to hear the second of Mr S series.  I wish he would not read them, I should enjoy them so much more.  Contrary to my usual custom I took tea at Ma’s.  Will came in and went round with me; found the babe much better. Mattie is still in the country.  Three persons joined church to-day.  Heard to-day of Mrs. Hurlbut’s death.

 

Monday 6 - Mother started for the country this morning and Father in the afternoon - have not yet returned.  Took Kate and started on a

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visiting tour but did not accomplish much - found Sue at home receiving calls after her party, how I dislike fashionable society.  Had an invitation from Kate Pearce for this evening but declined.  Henry has gone.

 

Tuesday 7th - It is now 11 o'clock and still no signs of the travellers; there must have been an accident on the road.  It is a beautiful day and perhaps they may conclude to spend it in the country.  I have just finished a very instructive book “The path of life” - loaned me by Mary.  I like it very much.  Mother returned about 12.  I have not been out to-day for a wonder.  

[Both Daniel Wise and Henry A. Rowland had published books titled Path of Life before 1854.]

 

Wed. 8th - We had a slight fall of snow last night and to-day it has rained incessantly, consequently I was in doors and accomplished a good deal of sewing.  Received a note from Ma to­night saying the babe was very bright but Pa was in bed with a pain in his breast and fever.  There is always some one sick there.  Josie has a bad cold.  Could not go to lecture to-night much to my regret.

 

Thursday 9 - A beautiful, bright day.  I went round to see Pa, found him, in bed, was cupped last night.  I hope he will soon be better.  Grandpa is also very unwell.  I fear his days are nearly ended.  We would miss him very much but how much happier he would be. To-night, in company with Bettie N, and Miss R, I attended at a children's party where were several tableaux, really very beautiful.  I enjoyed myself very much and was really surprised that the children acted so well.

 

Friday 10 -This morning I had an engagement with the dentist at 12 o’clock and had one tooth filled, then I joined Kate and paid two visits.  It has been a lovely day; this afternoon called in the carriage for Ma and called to see Lizzie C. and Helen. To­night out again to prayer meeting, had a very pleasant time.

 

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Saturday 11th - Nothing of any importance has occurred to-day.  Jane came in this morning and we concluded to go sight-seeing although we were threatened with Henry’s displeasure if we did so.  We were quite pleased, not with the fat woman but with one about Fanny's size, she was very talkative and quite agreeable, has had three children and is really a curiosity.  There was also a Lilliputian, a perfect baby in size and appearance though eight years old and a little drummer, quite a prodigy, all for a quarter.

 

Sunday 12th - Lutie was quite sick this morning when she rose, so much so that we sent for Pa, who thinks she has the scarlet fever.  I feel quite alarmed about her but hope for the best. I went to church this morning and heard an excellent sermon from our dear pastor from the words “Take my yoke upon you and learn of me.”  To-night Mr. S gave us the third of his series, quite a short but very impressive sermon.  Towards the close he mentioned the death of Mrs, Bland in her 86th year.  Lizzie A. came to see S.[?] this evening.

 

Monday 13th - Quite an April day, first raining and then shining. Lutie is quite sick and I have been with her all the morning.  This afternoon Martha and I went to the dentist's and from there past the church to see if the gates were open.  There we found Colonel Berry’s family waiting and took them in through Mr. Webster.  There was a great gathering to see the wedding as the bride was in full dress, they all looked very well and I hope will have a pleasant time. 

 

Tuesday 14th - Lutie continues very sick and I ant afraid will have a serious time. This afternoon I saw the funeral of Agnes Buck, a sweet girl not quite seventeen, what an affliction it must be to the family, they have my sympathies for I know what it is to

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lose a dear friend. May the Lord comfort them. Lizzie A. is going to set up to-night. I wish I was strong enough to do it myself.

 

Wednesday 15 - Lutie had a bad night but I hope is doing well. I am with her all day and generally feel quite worn out by night, however I am going to try it to-night.  Mary was taken sick this morning with the scarlet fever - I feel anxious about her.

 

Thursday 16th - To-day I have felt very badly as Lutie kept me awake and going all night.  I am not strong enough to lose much rest since I strained my back. Mr. Battle was married this morning to Carrie Cochran.  Josie and Ken went to the wedding in all the snow storm. I can scarcely realize he is married as he seemed designed for a bachelor. They received elegant presents. 

 

Friday 17 - Last night Mrs. Mayberry stayed with Lutle. I feel very much obliged to her for her kindness.  Lutle is just the same. Mat and I paid Mary a visit this morning, found her in bed but better. Kate Is staying with her.  I very much fear the babe will take it.  What an alarming disease it is.

 

Saturday 18 - I am kept so constantly waiting on Lutle I scarcely can find time to write.  Mother sat up all night last night, very much against my wish.  I think she is too old for such things but what could we do.  She sent me to bed and there was no one else to do it.  Her father comes every day to see her but stays a very short time. I heard to-day that Dr Cherry had gone to be married but doubt it. Lizzie came down to-night to stay but was taken suddenly with a nervous attack and returned home. I know not what caused it. I wonder if they are all nervous alike.  I pity them, Frances will have to take her place.  This day a year ago I was taken with the typhoid fever and for six weeks was in bed.

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It was the severest attack I ever had and for days my life was despaired of.  O how kind my dear Pa and Ma were and my sisters and brothers.  How thankful I am that the Lord spared me, for indeed I was too sinful to go.  I do trust I am doing better and may be ready to depart and be with Christ which is far better.  My dear Ma was also sick with the same disease and was very ill.

 

Sunday 19 - This has been a beautiful and very warm day but on account of Lutie's continued sickness I did not go out. I should have liked very much to have heard Mr W. as he is generally so instructive.  To-night, we gave Lue a bath which I am in hopes will do her good.  None of her relations have been here to-day.  Susan called this afternoon and Jennings and Kate this morning. Mary was better.

 

Monday 20th - What a snowy unplesant day we have had, a real old time snow-storm and it still continues.   Of course we have kept close house and have had no visitors.  Lutie is decidedly better I am happy to say. Mother sat up last night as I was not well. Enough.  Frances takes it again to-night.

 

Tuesday 21 - The ground this morning was covered with snow to the depth of 12 inches.  We have not had such a snow storm for years.  Of course we could not venture out but had enough to do in the house nursing the sick.  Lutie is just the same.  Our kind friend Mrs. M. is coming again to-night.

 

Wednesday 22 - Nothing new to-day.  Lue is getting along slowly.  Mother is too old to sit up at night but I am half sick and cannot attempt it.

 

Thursday 23 - Pa thinks Lutie much worse to-day and we are very anxious about her.  Her throat is very much swollen both inside and out and she is very feeble.  This afternoon Frances was taken sick

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with the same disease,  I really don't know how we will manage without her.  I expect to have it next.  Lizzie A. came in this morning and promised to come down to-night.  Mat and I went to the dentist’s this morning and made an engagement for next Tuesday.

 

Friday 24 - Lutie is rather better and Frances also, I am complaining but hope it will be nothing of consequence.  Mat is also sick.  Mrs, M. [sentence not finished]

 

Saturday 25 - The patients are both doing well but I am sick enough for bed.  I have sore throat and nausea and aching all over, some of the same influence.  Mr. and Mrs. Warder called to­day to return a bridal visit.  Auntie was here also; her cook is very sick. I am scarcely able to write.

 

Sunday 26 - This has been a real rainy Sunday.  It has poured down all day but if it had been clear I was too sick to go out.  Mr, A. came down this morning and, spent two hours with Lutie.  She is doing well, also Frances.  Pa wants me to go to bed.  Lizzie A. is to sit up to-night.

 

Monday 27th - This is a clear day but I can't get out as Pa has positively forbidden it. I feel better but my throat is very sore.

 

            [March 1854]

 

Monday March 6th - I have not had time to write any for a week.  Lutie and Frances have both continued sick all the week though gradually improving.  To-day the latter has set up a little for the first time but is looking badly.  Lue is still in bed. I am quite well again.  This has been a beautiful day quite like Spring.  Martha and myself have both had a tooth filled and likewise been shopping.  Yesterday I enjoyed the great privilege of once more attending church.  It was our communion season and I trust it was truly blessed to us all.  I was so glad to see two of my young friends go forward to show their love for the Saviour.  Mr. W gave us a good sermon though unprepared as he expected one of

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the M. E. [Methodist Episcopal] Conference, now in session here, to preach for him but he did not arrive.  Last night Mr S gave us a most beautiful and touching sermon, one of the series.  I do think we are blessed in having such pastors and ought to be so much better than we are.  How many blessings we enjoy and yet how ungrateful we are.  Last night I took charge of Lutie once more and shall continue it.  I want to do all I can to relieve Mother.  Mat was quite disappointed this afternoon - she expected to have had Mr. B., one of the preachers, to accompany her to the country but he did not arrive.  Henry played quite a trick on her.

 

Tuesday 7th - Mat went to Aunty’s to-day to stay a short time.  I went with the carriage to give Mary a ride and took Ma also, had quite a pleasant drive, carried some work to a poor woman.

 

Wed 8th - In the house all the morning, this afternoon started for a walk.  Met Ma coming for me and went to Simon’s where we found all the girls.  To-night I went to church and heard a good sermon from our pastor.  The weather is very mild and beautiful.

 

Thursday 9th - This has been a rainy day and I have been very busy sewing.  Frances is up and Lutie much better.  I take care of her at night. Dr. McK. is very sick so I heard to-day.  I am very sorry for he is a great favorite of mine.

 

Friday 10th - Ma sent me word this morning that she was coming for me to take a walk after dinner.  Mr. Webster came to see Lutie.  To-night it is raining very fast and we shall not go to meeting.  Jane was in town, Mat is still at Aunty’s.  Lutie sat up to-day for the first time.

 

Sat 11th - This has been a beautiful day and I have enjoyed it very much. Aunt Fanny and Lou called this morning.  Cousin Tom returned to-day from New-York.

 

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Sunday 12 - One of the loveliest days we have had this month but I could not get out to enjoy it as I have charge of the sick. To­night I went to church and enjoyed very much the beautiful sermon by our pastor Mr. S.  I think he is the most eloquent man I ever heard speak.

 

Monday 13th - To-day Mattie and myself had the carriage and paid several calls, found every one at home and had a pleasant time, called on the bride Mrs Berry.

 

Tuesday 14th - The weather is so very warm I started out on a bonnet expedition and succeeded in finding one to my taste.  Bible class began yesterday but I did not attend as I expect to go away soon,

 

Wednesday 15th - Such beautiful weather as we have had for nearly a week is very rare in this month and, makes one feel quite spring like.  I always feel brighter and I might say younger as the Spring opens.  This morning I took Ma and Biddy and the babe and had quite a pleasant drive.  To-night I went to lecture and heard Thomas Kemp quite a youth who studied with Mr. Webster last year.  He did very well but was a little timid, I suppose from seeing so many familiar faces around him.  Mrs. Bryson and children arrived at Ma this afternoon on their way home.

 

Thursday 16th - Father, Mother, Mr, Webster and Mr. Emory have all gone to the farm to spend the day and I am left to be chief nurse &cc.  Henry and I have had quite a nice day, Lutie is improving very fast.

 

Friday 17th – This is St. Patrick's day and strange to see, it is a most beautiful day.  This afternoon Mother, Aunty and I went to Greenmount, every thing looked quite wintry and very dreary.  It turned quite cool before we reached home and I fear we have taken cold.  Took tea at home this evening, the first time for five weeks.  Went to prayer meeting.  Grandpa prayed an excellent prayer. 1 was so glad to hear him once more.

 

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Saturday 18th - Just as I anticipated I have a cold in my head.  To-day-has been excessively windy and very disagreeable.  I dined with Mary but would not have gone except to be with Josie’s sister.  Coz Tom came home and we dined at three, quite a reasonable hour for them.  Mattie is still in the country.

 

Sunday 19th - I went to church this morning though quite stupid with a cold, did not enjoy the sermon much, I was so uncomfortable.  Did not go out, at night went to bed very early.  Will called. 

 

Monday 20th - My cold is dreadful.  I was so choked to-day I thought I would have the croup.  Lutie is not so well but is up.

 

Tuesday 21st - Although very hoarse, Mary and I called on two brides to-day, Mrs. Spencer and Mrs. Battle.  I was very much pleased with the first but could not judge of Mrs B. as the room was filled with persons and we being strangers it was rather embarrassing to her. Kate was here.

 

Wed 22 - To-day has been a day of days - raining, snowing, hailing and blowing almost without intermission and quite cold.  Lutie is in bed again quite sick and Frances not much better.  It is quite discouraging.  Mat and I are both sick. To-night we had quite a time.  Jane was holding the lamp for me to dress Lutie's neck when the first thing I knew I heard a fall and she was lying senseless on the floor, had fainted.  Mat was terribly frightened and Father came running.  I felt unnerved for some time it was so sudden.

 

Thursday 23 - Lutie is better to-day but Frances has gone to bed to be cupped, she is very delicate.  I have been planning a trip to the country to Jane married and was terribly disappointed to-day when Pa forbade, however all things are for the best.  The weather is still variable. Mrs. Bryson left this evening for home; she is a very pleasant woman but looks very delicate.

 

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Friday 24 - The sick ones are better but are still in bed.  The weather is very cold and windy and excessively dusty.  Mother, Aunty and myself took another drive to the grocerers [sic] and shopping.  Lizzie A. was here to-day.  My cold is better but prevented me from going to prayer meeting to-night.  I love to attend our week meetings and am always sorry when kept away.  Had a visit from Lou & Mary Bowley. 

 

Saturday 25 - Dear me! another week has passed - how rapidly the days come and go and how the time is misspent.  I feel at the close of every week as if I might have done better and always resolve to do better the next.  I saw a poor boy this evening with a basket of little fancy things trying to sell them.  I gave him a trifle and wish I had given him more - he looked so cold and pitiful - poor things!  How much they suffer and how little sympathy they meet with.  God help them.  It is so cold I fear we shall not get to the country on Monday and then too I dislike to leave so many sick for Mother to take care of.  I was at home this evening, all were well except the baby, she is very delicate.

 

Sunday 26th - It is quite cold to-day and I have kept close house.  Aunty was taken sick to-day and Mother has been with her all day.  Lutie is up again, Frances still in bed.  How much sickness we have in our family.  Mr A came in this evening and we had quite a long talk.  Father and Jane went to church.  I fear we shall not be able to go to the wedding,

 

Monday 27 - Still very cold and blustering.  The sick are better. Went home and found the babe quite sick.  Heard of the death of Carrie’s[?] little boy.

 

Tuesday 28th - At home all day but did not accomplish much work.

 

Wednesday 29th - Today the wind has abated and it is quite pleasant out.  Paid several visits, went to Auntie’s, home and then to see Lizzie S., Sallie C. and the Stockton’s.  Did not go to church to-night as Father was not well.

 

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Thursday 30- - Much to my surprise I found it snowing when I awake.  I fear we shall not go to-morrow.  How disappointed they will be if we do not get up there.  Mat is quite annoyed about it, as for me, I am accustomed to disappointments.  Mrs Thomas W has a son, I suppose they are delighted.  To-night Emily Parrott is to be married to Dr Kenny of St. Louis.

 

Friday 31st - This is the anniversary of my dear Charlie’s death - seven years to-day since he was taken from me, and what changes I have passed through since then.  I have missed him sadly and still do.  Often I am disposed to murmer [sic] but check myself for I know it is all for the best and that he is much happier than if he were with me.  Often when I see young girls just married and starting afresh in the world, I think how bright my prospects were once, but how soon they were nipped in the bud.  I cannot complain for I have such a good home and his parents are so kind to me.   How many are in want and distress while I have every comfort.  Oh Lord! I thank thee.  This evening I spent at Ma’s in company with Mr Battle and bride Sophie Keener, Emma R, Lizzie Sterling and several gentlemen, had a very pleasant evening and walked in the rain.

 

            [April 1854]

 

Tuesday April 4th – I have just returned from a  visit to Frederick, left home last Saturday at 8, arrived in Knoxville [in Frederick County] to dinner, and in the evening rode over to Cousin Susan’s, found all well and delighted to see us, all were making great preparations for the wedding.  Sunday we did not go to church but had a great many visitors, no less than eighteen, a dozen of whom stayed to tea.  Monday we had no calls and were kept very busy all day preparing, making lemonade and preparing the house.  Coz Susan seems quite distressed at the thought of giving up Jane.

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This morning at 10 o’clock the ceremony was performed and Jinnie became Mrs Griffith.  She was very much agitated, he stood it quite bravely.  An hour after we left for Knoxville where we dined and then took the cars for home in company with the bride and groom. They are staying at the Eutaw House.  I had quite a pleasant trip.

 

Wednesday 5th - To-day I have been twice to see the Bride and then to Ma’s and Auntie’s and I am very tired. To-night I went to meeting and had a sermon from Mr Webster.  Lutie is downstairs again. 

 

Thursday 6th - To-day Mattie and myself in company with the bridal party dined at Charles Griffith’s.  They were strangers to me but I enjoyed myself very much. To-morrow we all dine in the country with Jane.  Mr. Kellogg made Jane quite a handsome present, a half dozen table-spoons. Met Lou Wheeler and her beau on our way home.

 

Friday 7th - This morning Mr. Griffith & lady, Mary, Kate, Mattie and myself, all went to spend the day with Jane.  It has been a lovely day and we enjoyed it very much, the country is beginning to look very pretty.  To-night Mat and myself went to Prayer-meeting.  Father was too unwell to go.

 

Sat 8th - To-day we have had quite a dinner party, the same we had in the country yesterday with the addition of Mr. Kellogg.  Jane and I went to the dentist to have her tooth filled.  In the evening Jane and Mat went to Auntie’s to tea.  Lou Wheeler called here to-day, also Mrs. Duvall and sister.  Josie was here for a wonder.  I am happy to say all the sick are nearly well.  The weather now is lovely.

 

Sunday 9th - I hope this Sabbath will be spent more profitably than the last.  This morning we are to hear the Rev Mr. Malin of Philadelphia, a friend of Mr. Webster’s.  I have heard him and was very much pleased.  It was a missionary sermon as next Sunday we have our regular time for contributing to that cause.  To-night Mr. S. preached nearly two hours

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on the commandments.  The church was warm and made me feel uncomfortable and weary. 

 

Monday 10th - To-day we dined at Auntie’s in company with the bride and groom.  Had quite an April shower.  Bought a present for Jinnie. 

 

Tuesday 11th - Had the carriage and gave Jinnie and Mrs Griffith a drive.   She is a very pleasant woman.  Jinnie is to leave to­morrow, I shall dislike to part with her very much.

 

Wed 12 - To-day I have spent at home once more.  Mrs, Hambleton was there.  I had quite a pleasant time.  Went with Ma to the meeting of the managers of the Sailor’s Home.  It really was quite interesting to hear of their movements.  The Rev Mr Best made a few remarks.  To-night I went to church.  The dear little babe is so sweet and charming, how I love her, I fear we all pet her too much.

 

Thurs 13 - This has been a beautiful day and Lutie and I had a nice drive.  We called for Ma & Kate and gave them a short drive.  This morning I had a visit from Dr. Anderson.  He informed of his expected marriage to a lady of Georgia which is to be in May.  To­night we all went to  Jullien’s concert - Josie, Kate, Mary and. myself with Coz Tom, Will, Harry K, and our Harry for beaux.  I saw Henry Johnson and bride there; they were married this morning.   Brother & Mr. Parrott went also.

 

Friday 14 - This has been a rainy day, the first we have had for some time. This morning I was told there was a gentleman wished to see me and what was my amazement upon entering the parlor to see Mr. Renwick.  I have scarcely any acquaintance with him, having only seen him twice before.  I do not admire him in the least, and will be much obliged to him if he will never call again.

 

Saturday 15 - Another rainy day and very cold.  This day seven years ago I saw my dear husband laid in his grave and what a sad, sad time

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it was.  I do trust 1 may never feel so utterly bereaved again, and yet if either my dear Mother or Father were taken I feel I should be almost heart-broken.  I can’t bear to think of it and I pray that it may be a long, long day from this.  Father has a bad cold, Frances is still poorly. 

 

Sunday 16th - Much to my amazement, upon rising this morning, I saw the snow on the roofs and still descending quite rapidly.   It continued all day without intermission and the wind blew in every direction.  It was truly a disagreeable day and a most unusual sight for Easter Sunday.  The papers state that thirty-three years ago there was snow eighteen inches deep fell on Easter Sunday.  I was not well to-day and did not venture out.  Kate went to church twice.

 

Monday 17th - Still snowing and has continued all day.  I fear the fruit will be injured by the cold.  Henry and Mat are both in the country and I hope enjoyed the snow.  It is very lonely without them. 

 

Tuesday 18 - This is a beautiful bright morning though rather cold for the season.  The snow is fast disappearing.  Ma came around and invited me to go with her to hear a course of lectures on Anatomy by Miss Preston, an M.D.  We went this afternoon and were very much pleased and interested.   The subject was the heart and lungs.  Little Mary is quite sick again with a cold which causes us all much anxiety.  Lutie and I took a drive to-day and as we were at E.V.’s we invited her to accompany us.  She seemed to enjoy it very much and I hope it did her good.  How I pity those who are sick, who have not the means of procuring those luxuries which are so grateful to an invalid, and how much cause for thankfulness have we who can and do enjoy those things.  I dined at home to-day. 

 

Wed 19th - This has been a very fine day.  This morning I called on Mrs. Duvall and the Cushings.  Went to the lecture this afternoon, subject nervous affections - the brain, nerves, &c.  To-night I heard Mr. Webster, had a very

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poor attendance but an excellent discourse from the 1st verse of the 108th Psalm – “My heart is fixed O! God.”  Jane came in this evening, also Henry.  The babe is rather better. 

 

Thursday 20 - We have had several showers to-day.  Jane and I went to the mantua-makers and down Hanover St.  I was very much pleased with the lecture this afternoon, subject secretions of the skin, liver, kidneys, bladder and uterus.  She certainly gives us some excellent advice.  Mrs. Lewis came down to-day.  Mary is improving.

 

Friday 21st - This is a cloudy and rather unpleasant morning.  I hope it will not rain as I am anxious to hear the concluding lecture this afternoon - subject maternity, which is certainly a very important and interesting subject to females.  Aunty and Hannah are to dine with us to-day.  I am reading Lady Huntington and her friends, it is very interesting indeed and calculated to stir us up to good works.  Coz went with me to the lecture to-da and was very much pleased.  I was at prayer meeting to-night, very few were out. 

[Mrs. Clark is perhaps reading A Real Treasure for the Pious Mind.]

 

Saturday 22nd - Coz came around this morning for me to go shopping with her.  We had an unexpected call to-day from Miss Lizzie H. from the tract.  She was on a wedding expedition, purchasing clothes for Miss Clark who is to be married on the second of May to Mr. Sellman. Mattie came home this evening aft being away ten days.  I am always glad to have her home.  John Thomas Berry was married on Thursday to Belle Burns. Quite a change has taken place in that family lately. 

 

Sunday 23rd - This morning has been a real April season, first rain and then shine, then rain again, &c.  We all went to church and had an excellent sermon from Mr. Webster, also at night from Mr. Stockton we had a beautiful discourse.    

 

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Monday 24th - This has been a most lovely day and I have accordingly been out nearly all day.  Went with Ma to see a poor family who have suffered from loss of all their goods by shipwreck. They are truly to be pitied, the Father is sick and the Mother expecting to be confined soon.  Mr Webster spoke to his people on Sunday about their destitute condition and I hope they will soon be assisted.  I never visit the poor without feeling what great cause for thankfulness I have.

 

Sunday 30th - After a very warm spell the weather is again very cool.  These sudden and great changes are certainly very injurious to health, particularly to invalids.  This is the first clear day we have had since Thursday.  Last Tuesday Ma and I made some calls in the carriage.  In the afternoon I went to see Susan and stayed some time.  Wednesday Mary and I went to Miss Preston’s introductory and were delighted.  While there we had a very severe hail storm and thunder gust which seemed to alarm many of the ladies.  On Thursday, Coz Tom and myself went to a reception of Mr J. Thos. Berry.  They were all in bridal attire and looked very handsomely, also to call on Miss Brownlee of New York.  Friday it rained all day and I kept close house.  About one o’clock in the night, we were all awakened by a great smoke and noise in the street.  I immediately sprang up and threw up the windows and soon discovered the fire was near, thought it was the school adjoining the church.  After watching it some time, the steeple of the church suddenly caught and soon the whole church was in ruins.  The sparks and flakes of fire, enormous in size, flew in every direction and we were obliged to keep Philip on the roof, ready with water for fear of accident.  Providentially, as it seems, it was raining or else some of the roofs must have gone.  It was a grand but distressing sight and truly alarming.  We were all up and dressed with the exception of Lutie and Frances who are the invalids.  Mr Kellogg came up.  Henry was not at

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home.  Poor Dr. Wyatt was almost overwhelmed with grief and many of his parishoners [sic]  It is a great loss.  Yesterday thousands of persons came to see the ruins and many looked as if they could scarcely contain themselves.  They will worship to-day in Grace Church at ten and Christ Church at 4.  Mr. J.W.A. was here yesterday evening.  There is no accounting for the fire but it is supposed to have been the work of an incendiary.  Westminster was also fired but soon extinguished.  We had a most excellent sermon from Mr. W. this morning.  To-night Mr. S was suffering very much with his back and gave us a short service. 

 

            [May 1854]

 

Monday 1st May - A very cold day for May but notwithstanding I had quite a pretty bouquet of wild flowers brought me by Will.  Aunty made me a present of a watch-chain for which I was very much obliged. 

 

Tuesday 2nd - To-day Is Josie’s birthday and we were all invited by Will to celebrate it by a fruit feast at his house.  Mother and Auntie went to Havre-de-Grace to-day on a visit to Hannah L.  Mat is still in G.Town.  I called to see Pearl and found her looking badly.

 

Wednesday 3rd - This has been quite a busy day with me.  I went this morn at 8 to see Annie Norris married at our church, came home, ordered the carriage and took Ma around collecting, then dressed and went to Lucretia Bartlett’s reception.  She looked remarkably well and we had a very pleasant time.  After dinner I took a drive with Brother about two miles in the country.  All the morning the weather was very unpleasant and variable.  The bride left in the evening for Louisville.

 

Thursday 4th - Mother returned home to-day.  Heard of Sam Jennings’ marriage - it seems as if every one had caught the marriage fever.  Spent the afternoon at Ma’s and this evening took Harry and went to the anniversary meeting of the Young Men's Christian Association.   We had a very interesting meeting and a very large attendance.  Lizzie the servant is sick.

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Mr. John Rogers paid us a visit to-day - the first time he has walked so far for three years.  Louisa is still in the south.

 

Friday 5th - This morning Kate and I were out visiting and this afternoon Susan and I went out to see Mrs. Carson who is dying with consumption.  She was not well enough to see us.  We continued our walk out as far as Dr. John’s and went in there to rest.  The country looks lovely.  I was so tired I had to go right to bed.  The weather is quite pleasant with the exception of high winds.  Mattie returned this afternoon. 

 

Sunday 7th - This morning Mr. Webster had to attend a funeral and we were addressed by Mr. Griswold who gave us an excellent sermon from the text  “Christ is all and in all.”  I really enjoyed it very much.  We had communion and I do trust I partook with a proper spirit and with a firm resolve to do better.  Dear Grandpa assisted though quite feeble.  Last night we had a house full to hear Mr. Stockton address the Young Men's Christian Association.  It was a beautiful and very imaginative address and every one seemed delighted.  Sue was with us.

 

Monday 8th - This is a beautiful bright day but. cool for May.  This afternoon Josie, Mary and myself called on Sue Keener and Mrs. Battie, have been out nearly all day.  Auntie dined here, also Jane. 

 

Tuesday 9th - This morning drove out to Mrs. Berry's, found all home and had a very pleasant visit, called also at Col. Berry’s.  Coming home saw a woman in her night dress with bare feet racing down the road; she was evidently crazy and had escaped, I expect, from the alms house.  This afternoon Mattie and I were out paying visits - promised to spend next Tuesday evening with the Barker’s. 

 

Wed 10th - It has been excessively warm to-day.  I walked out to the mantua-maker and rode back In the omnibus.  Hannah took tea with us this evening.  Mother and Father went to the country this morning and

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Mother concluded to remain all night.  Henry is out there. 

 

Thursday 11th - Coz and I were out shopping this morning and found the weather too warm for comfort.  Ma heard from Coz Mary to-day and had very good news.  Cousin Tom is daily expecting John Douglas.  I am reading “Homes of the New-World” by Miss Beemer, like it pretty well.  I have been quite sick for several days with a bad cold and dyspepsy but feel better this evening.  Mother came in this evening. 

 

Friday 12th - This morning I went the rounds with Pa and on coming home found Mr. A had been here and wanted us to go to the Hippodrome, which we did this afternoon.  I was very much pleased with some parts of the performance, particularly the athlectic [sic] feats. 

 

Saturday and Sunday sick all day, scarcely able to sit up.  Dr. Douglas arrived this morning and called this afternoon to see us.   He is looking very well and in fine spirits.  Mr A. was here this afternoon for a wonder, also Will Brown.  I have not been out to-day.  Martha went with Mrs Welsh to church. 

 

Monday 15th - Still complaining, so weak I can scarcely keep up.  John & George Douglas both called to-day, also Kate.  We have had quite a number of visitors, three of the Barkers, Susan M. and Mr Kellogg.  Took another ride with Pa to-day. 

 

Tuesday 16th - The weather is oppressively warm.  We have had company to dine to-day - Aunty, Mrs, Welsh and Mittie [or Miltie].  This evening Mat and I spent at Mr. Barker’s and had quite a pleasant evening.  Dr. D. called while we were out. 

 

Wednesday 17th - The Douglases have gone to Washington.  Mother went to the country this morning to stay until to-morrow.  We have had quite a rainy day.  I suppose we shall move out next week.  I am generally so lonely I dislike the thoughts of going. 

 

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Thursday 18 - I have been complaining for several days but am rather better to-day.  I have spent nearly all the day in the house.  This evening I went to Ma’s to see John & George as I have been very little with them.  We had quite a pleasant evening notwithstanding Mr, S’s dullness [sic].  I like George so much and love to hear him. talk.   He is so smart and clever.  John has always been a favorite of mine.

 

Friday 19 - To-day we all spent at Mary’s.  Dr. D. escorted me up there.  It is a real treat to have such intelligent, agreeable companions as John and his brother.  Will was in [one - omitted] of his odd humours and scarcely had a word to say.  I wonder he does so.  How delightful it is to have such family parties.

 

Saturday 20th - To-day we have all been to Dr. Woods and have had a tolerably pleasant day.  Mary was suffering with a head-ache.  Cousin Ben took Josie, Biddy and baby and myself out in his carriage and the rest had a hack.  Coming back we all had to squeeze in one carriage as Cousin Ben was so very gallant as to refuse to bring us in.  The next time I go out there he will not treat me so impolitely.

 

Sunday 21st - I was so tired this morning I was not able to go to church.  This afternoon I went to Ma's to tea as invited, had the pleasure of seeing Mr, Lansing who arrived this morning.  How pleasant it is to have them all here to-gether, a thing we have often talked of and wished for with little expectation if its ever being accomplished.  To-night Cousin Tom, Mr, Lansing and I were the only ones who went to church - heard Mr. Stockton but was not very much pleased.  Mr. Ball sat just before me which was very disagreeable from his constant turning round and staring at me. 

 

Monday 22nd - To-day we have all dined at Ma’s and a delightful day we have had.  I don't know when I have enjoyed myself so much.  I am delighted with George and John Douglas and Mr. Lansing I like exceedingly - how pleasant it is to have such friends and how sad it is to part with them.  George left at 7 for home

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notwithstanding all our entreaties to remain longer.  He was obliged to go.  Mr Parrott and bride arrived to tea and we had quite an exciting time.  Josie was very nervous at receiving her new Ma and I am sure was glad when it was all over.  They expect to leave at 4 in the morning for Richmond.  Uncle John was also in town.  We had strawberries for the first time. 

 

Tuesday 23rd - Last night I stayed with Mary and did not retire until 12 o'clock and was up at five this morning.  John Douglas was obliged to leave (though much against his will) as he had promised to escort Miss Brownlee.  I am sure we all wished her in New-York, or somewhere we would never hear of her again.  Dr Lansing is still here.  I have been busy packing up all day as we are about moving to the country for the summer.  I wish it was all over, I dislike to so much. The baby is sick again.  Dr. Douglas presented her with a very handsome silver cup - she is named for him.  Dear me! how I wish all I love could always be near me.  I have some real good friends, some I am proud of - I do wish they lived nearer.  This evening I called to see Mag Barker and then to see Mary where I spent the evening.  Found Father sick in bed when I returned.

 

Wed 24 - This morning Mary, Kate, and myself, accompanied by Dr. Lansing, Will and Brother, spent two hours at Ellicott’s Mills.  The air was cool and really delightful and we had quite a pleasant stroll together, gathered some beautiful violets and other flowers; we also called to    Tom’s wife.  I went to lecture this evening but was so sleepy I did not pay much attention to the sermon.

 

Thurs 25 - The weather to-day has been very variable, so much so I have been in all day until about 8 this evening.  This afternoon we have had the most powerful rain of this season.  It poured so that umbrellas were of no use whatever and 1 was fearful I would not get to Auntie’s to her party as we call it.  I spent quite a pleasant evening.  Aunty had

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an elegant, supper, the table looked beautifully.  Cousin Tom and John Lansing spent to-day in Washington.

 

Friday 26th - Will B., Lutie and myself went to Meadowvale this morning to have a fine view of the eclipse which we watched with a great deal of interest through our smoked glasses.  We were obliged to start for the cars just in the midst of it, but walked rather slowly as we thought it possible the cars would leave us and we came to the conclusion to bear it with the utmost fortitude if they did.  However we were there in time but still had a good view from the window. Mr. Scott had a piece of glass which he carried through the car for the benefit of the passengers - what a thoughtful conductor.  I spent the evening at Ma’s.  We also saw the bees swarm which I had never seen before - it was very interesting and I was quite amused at Daniel’s remarks. Father is better. 

 

Saturday 27th - This has been a beautiful day and I have been out the greater part of the time.  I took quite a long walk to see Mary V[?], an old schoolmate of mine who is now on a visit here, thence to Ma’s where all the family were assembled to dine.  Jane came in this evening.

 

Sunday 28 - Went to church and from there home to dine with Mary and thence to Ma’s where we took tea, and then to hear Mr Stockton.  He read us his first sermon which he preached twenty-five years ago, an excellent though very simple sermon and then he spoke in a most interesting manner of his thoughts and emotions at that time and of the many kind attentions he received, particularly on the Eastern Shore, and strange to say three of the persons who had so treated him were present, Mr. Parrott and Dr Denny and wife - how affectionately he spoke of Mr Parrott at whose house he stayed at that time.  

Dr Lansing and Cousin Tom left this evening for New-York.  Dr, Lansing seemed very sad to part with us and we regretted very much his leaving.

 

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Monday 29 - To-day all the family have moved to the country except myself - I expect to stay some time at Ma’s as I generally do every summer.  This evening Mr & Mrs Webster, Fanny H. and Mr, Stockton came round to spend the evening with Mr Parrott and lady.  I had a visit from Sue Keener just as I was about to leave the house. 

 

Tuesday 30 - Mr & Mrs Parrott left this morning for home.  I have been out all day shopping and making arrangements to go to Havre-de-Grace.  I am to stay to Auntie’s to-night.  Gave the girls a treat to-day at Shanks[?]. 

 

Wednesday 31st - Left this morning for Havre-de-Grace, arrived at ten and found no one waiting for us.  Auntie soon hired a carriage and we rode up and took Coz by surprise as she had not received our letter.  Mr Lewis is in New-York.  Found Miss Hopkins staying with Coz.  This evening Coz had invited company to tea, Mrs, Williams & Mrs. Hitchcock, and we spent a very pleasant evening.  Auntie Martha and Lutie went too.

 

            [June 1854]

Thursday June 1st - Drove in town with Coz to bring out Miss Hall to spend the day.  Soon after returning Mrs Whittiker [sic] and children came to spend the day.  Auntie left this morning.  We had a delightful walk in the woods.  I think Mr Lewis’ place one of the prettiest I have ever seen.  How I wish ours was like it and we had such a house.

 

Friday 2nd - This morning Coz drove us all through the town and out to one of the hills where we had a beautiful view of the town, river and bay.  Miss Hopkins went home to-day and Mr Lewis returned.

 

Saturday 3rd - Returned home this afternoon after a most delightful visit.  Coz came down with us - found Ma and Josie making great preparations for a visit to Eastern Shore.  Ma is really going and intends taking Harry.  I am to stay with Kate during her absence.

 

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endeavor to live a holier life.  Ah! me, I am always making good resolutions but never persevere to the end but am so easily led astray.  We had a first rate sermon from Mr Webster (I always enjoy his sermons and always feel as if I must do better) and then the Sacraments.  Mattie and Jane were in town.  To-night Aunt Amanda and I were the only ones who went to church and we had an excellent sermon from Mr. Griswold the Sunday-school Agent.  Ma intends staying all night, to be ready to start in the morning.

 

Monday 5th - All hands were up by times to see the travellers off.  I went round to see Coz but soon returned and found quite a treat awaiting me, some of Cousin Ben’s fine strawberries, they were delicious. This afternoon Kate and I went out for a walk and some Soda-Water. To-night heard Dr, Baird's lecture on Russia and Turkey. 

 

Tuesday 6th - Having spoilt my silk I was out to-day in search of one but did not succeed.  Found Kate over strawberries for Mary and helped her to pick them, a very unpleasant occupation.  Heard Dr B’s concluding lecture this evening.  Met with Mr. Clark and had quite a pleasant chat about the South and his visit there. 

 

Wednesday 7th - Kate went out with me this morning and after quite a tramp in the rain I at last found what I wanted.  Had a visit from Mr Kellogg.  Yesterday was Grand-pa’s eighty-third birth-day.  I wrote a letter for him to Uncle Jacob.  Went to church.

 

Thursday 8th - This morning Cousin Ben took me in his carriage to Lizzie V.  I returned in the Omnibus.  Left Kate stemming strawberries from his house, splendid ones.  I have been quite sick to-day and was obliged to decline Will’s invitation for the concert - this is the second I have declined this week from him. 

 

Friday 9th - More strawberries to do to-day - I am heartily tired of

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it although I help so little.  How is it with Kate?  Caroline has gone in the country to stay till Monday and Mary is going to leave.  Mr Alnutt went on to New-York Wednesday to return in the Seaman with Cousin Tom.  Dr. Lansing will have to come on to sail from here.  We are all very glad. 

 

Saturday 10th - Heard from Josie - the whooping-cough is at her Sister and she will have to return sooner than she intended.  I am sorry she will be so disappointed.  Had a note from Will this morning inviting me to go to the Horticultural Exhibition which I declined.  Afterwards I concluded to go down in the Omnibus with Kate.  I was disappointed, the flowers were withered and looked badly - another time I will go before the last day. 

 

Sunday 11th - A rainy Sunday and very few out this morning.  I went to the Sunday-school Prayer-meeting this afternoon and there were only six there besides the children.  To-night the rain is pouring in torrents and we are all at home except Grand-pa who would go.  Pa is very much complaining.

 

Monday 12th - Pa went over for Ma this morning and returned about six o’clock.  We were so glad to have her home again.  Grand-pa is very feeble and has been in bed all day.  Ma enjoyed her visit very much and looks very well. 

 

Tuesday 13th - This is the sixth anniversary of Brother's marriage.  I was so sick this morning I could scarcely dress and thought I would be obliged to keep my bed.  I took some light medicine and feel very much better.  This afternoon Pa took me to E.V. and from there round about town.  Saw a crape at Kirkland and upon enquiry found Mrs. Robert Kirkland was dead - how sad - she has left four little children. 

 

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Wednesday 14th - Heard this morning the particulars of Martha K. death.  She had been very sick but was so much better that she was up and was about dressing herself to receive some company when she said she felt very strangely and asked for some water and upon drinking it immediately expired. Truly in the midst of life we are in death and should so live that we may always be ready to depart and be with Christ which is far better.  Oh that I felt ready and willing to go. Lord help me! I feel so much for her husband, so suddenly bereft of his companion.  O Lord comfort and sustain him and all her sorrowing relatives.  I am at last out here and once more at home, came out with Mother and Lutie, also Lou Webster.  Found Father Indisposed. 

 

Thursday 15th - Spent this morning arranging my clothes and my room.  Have a headache and am obliged to lie down.  Mr W and Thomas Kemp called this afternoon.  It is lovely out here. 

 

Friday 16th - This is a beautiful day and the country looks lovely. We had a delightful drive this afternoon, went over to Hampton, that is near enough to have a good view of the house and grounds.  We wanted very much to go in but not being acquainted with the family we did not intrude.  It is a beautiful place, indeed the country all around looked lovely and we enjoyed the fine view exceedingly.

[Mrs. Clark undoubtedly saw what is now Hampton National Historic Site, which is outside Baltimore.] 

 

Saturday 17th - Mr. Kellogg came out this morning and found Father and Henry both absent. The Seaman arrived yesterday after quite a long trip of eight days from New-York.  I expect Coz Tom and Mr. Alnutt were heartily sick of it when they arrived.  Jane and Lou Webster went in this evening with Mr K.  I have been mending all day. 

 

Sunday 18th - Mattie, Lutie and myself rode to Hunt’s this morning to meeting.  Heard an excellent sermon from Dr Dorsey.  Mr. E was there

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for the first time.  In the afternoon read and endeavored to spend the day profitably.   The weather is delightful.  I would like to see Ma and all in town. 

 

Monday 19th - Tuesday 20th - Nothing of any importance has transpired since I last wrote.  Mat, Henry, Lutie and myself rode down to the pic-nic yesterday afternoon but we found they were Germans and as they were very boisterous & rather boozy we did not go among them.  Auntie came out this morning, also Will Brown and the two Spanish boys - they are very polite and exceedingly well behaved and have been sent here to be educated.  They intended leaving this evening but missed the train of cars.

 

Wednesday 21st - Martha and I have had a most delightful drive to town and back.  Coming home it was cloudy and the ride was the most pleasant I have had for a long time.  On arriving in town I found that Ma, Kate, Harry and Emma R. had gone to our house to spend the day.  I felt so disappointed that I had missed them.  We paid Cousin Ben a short visit.  As we were on our return and had some very fine raspberries, I was sorry I could not stay long enough to pick as many as I wanted.  We brought a few home.  Mr Webster and Thomas Kemp were also here to dine. 

 

Thursday 22nd - Had a hard rain last night and it is still quite cloudy.  Harriet Barker is to be married to-day to Dr. Hall of Weverton.  I wish her a great deal of happiness.  Aunty went in this evening.  I rode to the switch with her and Mr E returned home with me and took tea. 

 

Friday & Saturday 24th - The weather is very variable and quite cold.  Nothing has occurred worth mentioning.  Harry came out this evening to spend a few days - brought me a note from Ma. 

 

Sunday 25th - Jane, Will and myself went today to Epsom to hear Mr Ridgeway, a young and very eloquent minister and we were all very much pleased.  His sermon was the best I ever heard out here. The

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text was from 1 Peter Chap 1st, 6 & 7 verses – “Wherein ye greatly rejoice, though now for a season, if need be, ye are in heaviness through manifold temptations That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perished, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ.”  His sermon had evidently been well studied and showed a great deal of thought and his illustrations were very beautiful.  In the afternoon we went to a meeting at Rider’s Grove and heard a sermon from Mr Cook and an exhortation by Mr. Farrow.  Mr Flint was also there and another minister from B.  It has been very cold to-day, more like fall than summer.  Mat is sick and I am quite complaining with a pain in my back. 

 

Monday 26th - The weather is clear but still cool.  I feel better but Martha is quite unwell - expect we will go to town to-morrow to stay all the week.  Harvest began last Friday, a very busy time on a farm.  Mr. Webster & Mr, Emory came over and took tea and we had quite a delightful evening.  Father came home quite sick.

 

Tuesday 27th - I have been sewing all the morning trying to get a piece of work finished before I go in town this evening.  Martha is quite sick and is going in to see the Doctor.  Henry K came home this morning.  There is another great change in the weather, it is oppressively warm to-day. I am almost afraid to go to town.

 

            [July 1854]

 

Wednesday July 5th - I returned home yesterday after an absence of nearly a week and quite a pleasant visit to town.  I spent the time very quietly, did a little shopping and spent one day with Auntie.  On Sunday went to church twice, heard an excellent sermon from Mr Webster in the morning, after which we partook of the Lord’s Supper.  Grandpa was quite sick in bed and we all felt quite uneasy about him.  Monday Brother and myself went over on the boat to Miles River to meet Josie &

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Mary and bring them home.  The first part of the trip I enjoyed exceedingly but returning it was very warm and disagreeable and I was worn out.  I don't think I'll try it again.  Josie has been very sick but is recovering.  The babe looks well. Mary is well but was very unwilling to return just yet but did so to please Cousin Tom.  Dr Lansing arrived on Monday.  What a time we had coming out on Tuesday.  Pa and Ma came out and it was well Pa was with us. There was a great celebration at Rider’s Grove and thousands were at the depot waiting for the cars.  It was with the utmost difficulty we got seats after waiting half an hour.  In the afternoon Mother and myself took Pa and Ma to the Switch and while waiting for the regular train, saw two of the excursion trains fill and leave for the Pelay.  They all seemed very joyous and. happy and I suppose had a delightful day but their happiness was soon marred.  They had been gone only ten minutes when we heard there was a dreadful accident down the road and upon enquiry, heard that the train from town and these had a collision and about thirty were killed and a great many wounded - how sad! Pa, Will and Will Brown went down and on returning gave us a most harrowing description of the scene.  Mr John Scott was dreadfully injured, had both legs broken and his head mashed, is now at Mr McConkey and is rather better.  Pa stayed there until ten o’clock and came home almost exhausted.  I really felt so shocked and distressed it made me quite sick and I am so sorry about the Scotts.  All our company were obliged to stay all night.  This morning Father took Ma & Pa home in the carriage and Cousin Lee went on the pony.   The rest walked down to the scene of the accident and waited there for the cars.  This has been the warmest day.

 

Thursday 6th - Quite cloudy to-day and rather cooler.  Mrs. Welsh

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and the children went in this morning, also Henry who returned this evening in company with his Father.  Coz came out yesterday to stay a few days, left the children at home.  Mr Kellogg expects to leave on Saturday on a tour for his health, also Henry.

 

Friday 7th - Josie, Kate, Mary, Brother, Dr. Lansing with Biddy and the baby all came out and spent the day.  Josie was quite sick coming out and as usual Mary had the head-ache.  Father, Jane and the Kelloggs went in this morning and Sue came out this evening.  Mary Stockton spent several days here last week.  We have company all the time. 

 

Saturday 8th - The weather still continues warm and to-day it is excessively close - the heat so debilitates me, I am good for nothing.  To-day I have been quite unwell, scarcely able to keep up. This evening we had a shower which has cooled the atmosphere a little.

 

Sunday 9th - Too sick to go to church to-day - it is very damp and close, just the kind of weather that oppresses one.  Mattie, Jinnie, Sue and Lutie have gone to the Chapel, Coz and I are going to sing and read at home and endeavour to pass the day profitably.  Father is quite complaining and this afternoon Will has been quite sick.  How sweet and quiet a Sabbath is in the country!  I enjoy the day so much more out here than I do in town.

 

Monday 10th - Coz and Sue have just left, for town and we are once more without company, not that I dislike to see our friends for I am very glad to see them but then it is pleasant to have a day to one’s self once In a while which is a very rare occurrence out here.  The weather to-day is delightfully cool - there was quite a severe gust last night which produced a great change in the weather.  I am going to sew to-day as fast as I can to make up for lost time during the warm

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spell.  I feel so much better and stronger to-day.  How thankful I am to my Heavenly Father for all his blessings, at least I trust I am.  How much I have to be grateful for.  May I always trust in him and never indulge in murmurings or complaints.  Lord! assist me.

 

Tuesday 11th - Aunty came out this morning to stay a few days.  I love to have her out here, she is such good company.  The weather now is delightful.  I enjoy it so much.  The Seaman has not sailed yet but may go to-day. 

 

Wednesday 12th - Father did not go in to-day and consequently we have no papers and no news.   He says the Seaman left yesterday about noon.  What glorious weather we have now! Mat. and I took a drive this afternoon to Lutherville and thence to the York road to Towsontown & home - it was delightful.  It was my first visit to Lutherville and I was rather disappointed, having heard so much of it.  It is entirely in the woods and a very rough uncultivated place.  They have nearly completed a very fine female Seminary which is to be opened in the fall.  I expect it will be a beautiful place as soon as the numerous cottages, which are begun, are completed and the land cleared off. 

 

Thursday 13th - Aunty and Martha have gone to town this morning.   It is cooler than yesterday, so cool that a fire feels very comfortable. 

 

Saturday 15th - It has been cloudy for several days and quite cool, rather warmer to-day and this afternoon quite clear.  Mr E came over to tea.  I have been reading “Homes of the New-World” nearly all day as I am anxious to finish it before I go to Clarksburg.   Jinnie has been as busy as a bee and has accomplished so much.  I have told her I will note it in my journal.  First of all she made pies and then to the dairy and worked and printed the butter (no easy job).   After dinner she made ginger pound cake and then finished Lizzie’s dress, also ironed her own

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white dress and a dozen collars besides attending to her usual routine of duties.  I tell her she is wonderfully smart but she does not like to be praised - she is truly a lovely girl and deserves all the commendation one can give her.  Martha is still in town.  I expected to have gone to-morrow but as Philip expected Mary out we did not like to disappoint him.

 

Sunday 16th - This morning it is quite cloudy and threatening and I am afraid we won’t get to church.   Jane, Father and I went to meeting this morning and heard an excellent sermon from a baptist minister from the text “Them that honour me I will honour &c,” 1st Sam chap 2. v. 30.  We had the best prayer, the most feeling one I ever heard in that church from Mr Crowley the Tract Agent. This afternoon Jane and I went again as there was to be an Episcopal Clergyman to preach.  I expected of course to hear part of the service but was very much surprised when Mr Hunt handed round prayer-books and I discovered we were to have church.  Two of his daughters accompanied by two young gentlemen came in and took their seats in one of the front pews.  I really felt amused for it is not customary for the ladies and gentlemen to sit together, however I understood it all when they began to chant.  Mary H has a fine voice and sung very well but it really seemed out of place in that meeting-house and I several times could scarcely keep my countenance. The sermon by Mr Seakin I did not like at all, it was merely an account of the railroad accident given as a warning to us to be prepared.  He was not at all good at description and I think made a total failure.  Both morning and evening we had a very poor attendance,  not more than twenty persons either time.  There was a quarterly meeting in the neighborhood which took off many of the usual congregation.  Mr. E rode to the gate with us. To-morrow

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I am going to town to spend a day or two.  I am happy to hear that Mr. Scott is better and there are hopes of his recovery. 

 

Thursday 20th - I went to town last Monday and returned the next day bringing Kate out with me to spend a few days.  I was on the street nearly all the time shopping and was very much fatigued, so much that I was scarcely able to sit up yesterday and am only tolerable to-day.  I find it does not suit me to walk much as I always suffer with my back afterwards.  It has been a year this month since I strained my back and it still continues very weak and painful.  Mrs Makepeace came out Tuesday and spent the day and Mr W. came out with us and stayed all night.  Yesterday Mother and Lutie went to town in the carriage and came back about seven in the evening.  Auntie came with them.  I heard while in town that Mary Alnutt was ill with Typhoid Fever.  I feel sorry for her as I know from experience what it is.  She is however better.  I would like very much to see Mr A - he has not been out this summer and I have not had any conversation with him since last May.  I wish he would be more sociable and more like old times.  While I was in town, there was an addition the family - Henry has a fine daughter which has greatly incensed Martha and I don't wonder at it, it is so disgraceful.  The weather is so warm I am suffering from debility. 

 

Sunday 23rd - This morning we all went off in great style to Epsom church to hear Mr Ridgway, Kate, Mat and myself in the carriage, Lutie, Will and Charles on horseback.   The church was thronged as Mr. R. is a very popular preacher.  He gave us a most delightful and really beautiful sermon from the text “My heart is fixed O! God my heart is fixed.”  I wish he could be rather nearer to us or had a larger church.  Mr E and all

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the girls were over. We had on Wednesday, Thursday and Friday excessively hot weather.  On Thursday it was warmer than it has been for five years.  We all suffered very much and were delighted to feel a fresh breeze on Friday evening.  Saturday was quite a pleasant day and to-day we have a fine air.  Auntie returned home on Friday evening and we have had no company since.

 

Monday 24th - This morning it is quite cloudy with a prospect of rain.  Kate went in this morning though I was very anxious to keep her longer.  I think she enjoyed her visit very much.  It has just commenced raining and is pouring.  I hope we will have a good shower for the corn and the garden are suffering for rain.  There is really nothing worth writing about.

 

Wednesday 26th - The weather is again quite warm.  Yesterday we had quite a fine breeze which was quite refreshing to me as I was very weak having had diarrhea all day.  To-day I am rather better.  Mr. Barrow is now with us paying his annual visit.  He and Mr. Webster came out yesterday evening.  This morning much to my surprise Mr Emory came over to pay us a visit and I at last took the walk he has been so anxious for.  He is evidently setting out.  Henry K returned Monday evening.  This evening Jane, Mattie and I went over to Mr. Hunt’s and spent the evening, we had quite a pleasant visit.  I like the girls very much.  On our return home we found Mr. Kellogg here.

 

Thursday 27th - It is quite pleasant to-day and I am sorry I am not well enough to enjoy it.  Mrs. Stockton and the boys came down this morning from Cockeysville to spend the day, and Will Browne has just arrived from town.  I am sorry it will prevent us from paying a visit in the neighbourhood.  I am now reading the life of Madame Guyon and am very much pleased - what a deeply pious woman she was and what an influence she exerted upon those around her!  Mrs. Stockton and boys, Mr. Kellogg and Mr. Barrow have all left us this evening.

[Jeanne Marie Bouvier de La Motte Guyon lived 1648-1717.  Mrs. Clark is probably reading Life and Religious Opinions and Experience of Madame de La Mothe Guyon by Thomas Cogswell Upham.)

 

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Friday 28th - This has been a most beautiful day, quite cool and very delightful.  Will B. went in this morning and strange to say no one came out.  This afternoon Jane and myself paid two visits, one to Emory’s and the other to Lutherville to see Mrs. Morris.  We had quite a pleasant time, went through the Seminary, at least as much as is completed.  It will be a very fine building and is in a very desirable location.  We were quite pleased with the two eldest girls and hope they will be sociable. 

 

Saturday 29th - Father and Jane have gone to town this morning although it is quite cloudy and threatening rain.  I want to go in soon to see Ma, Pa and all the rest.  It Is quite rainy this evening.

 

Sunday 30th - This has been a very warm day, so close and oppressive that I felt as if I could scarcely breathe.  None of us went to church this morning except Will.  This afternoon all hands went except Mother.  We had Mr. Waters, an Episcopal clergyman, and of course had all the service.  There was also an infant baptized which detained us longer than usual.  Mr, Emory came home with us to tea. 

 

Monday 31st - The last day of the month - how rapidly the month has passed and how miserably I have spent the time.  I have scarcely accomplished any thing, but then I have felt so poorly and so utterly good for nothing that I had no energy for any purpose whatever.  I do hope I shall improve and recover my strength next winter - cold weather suits me best.  To-day it is quite pleasant, much cooler than yesterday.  To-morrow Mat and myself expect to go to town to make some preparations for our trip to Montgomery.  I am happy to say that Mr. Scott is recovering - he was removed to the city last Thursday evening, apparently with little inconvenience to himself.

 

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Thursday August 3rd - I returned home last evening after a very warm and on that account, rather unpleasant visit to town.  Found all well at home.  I brought out Pearl, Fanny and Harry with me. Yesterday evening we had a very hard rain and the evening before quite a tornado out here - several trees were blown down and a great deal of the fencing.  William C, Willson and Mr Brown were out on Tuesday.  Mr & Mrs Webster & children have just arrived.  I keep the names of all who come out so as to see at the close of the summer how many visitors we have had - a little curiosity prompts me.  This evening Mr Kellogg came out and Mr E came over after tea - we had quite a pleasant evening. 

 

Friday 4th - Wonderful to relate no one came up this morning.  Father, Henry and Mr K went to town.  Puss and Jack E. came over to see Lutie.  We have now only eight children here.  This evening Jane, Mat and myself are to spend at Mr McConckey by invitation.  There has been another change in the weather and it is now quite pleasant but looks like rain.

 

Saturday 5th - I was quite surprised this morning by a visit from Mr E.  He came just after the cars passed down and stayed about two hours.  Last evening we had a very pleasant time, met with Mr & Mrs Foster and Mr. Tucker, a bachelor of the neighbourhood.  Will came over to tea and we returned home by moonlight.  I like very much to visit our neighbours and would like to be more sociable.  Mr. Kellogg returned last evening, intending to spend several days with us. Mr & Mrs W returned home yesterday. 

 

Monday 7th - Aunty came out this morning.  Harry went off with Coz Tom on some sort of an expedition to Pennsylvania.  I could not find out where or what about.  It is quite a rainy and rather unpleasant day.  Aunt Polly also came out this morning.  Yesterday I was quite sick and stayed at home all day.  Jinnie took the children and walked to

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Church.  Maggie E. came home with them and spent the day.

 

Saturday 12th - We are now in Clarksburg staying with Cousin Mary, that is Mat & myself.  Last Tuesday we had quite a busy day at home.  Mrs. Stockton and the little girls came down in the cars quite early to spend the day and were joined by Mr. Stockton & Mr Webster who came up in the nine o’clock train.  Soon after Mary E and Maggie & Hopper came over, so we had quite a company.  Mat was starching collars and Jane at the dairy so I had to entertain.  They all left in the evening.  Jane and I walked as far as the lime-kiln with the girls and were escorted back by Mr E, who made great demonstrations.  We had to pack up that night as we intended leaving early on Wednesday for town.  We had quite a load in as I brought in Pearl & Fanny but the ride was very pleasant.  The weather was so cold we each wore two shawls and a fire would have been comfortable.  Thursday morning we left for this place, and after a tiresome ride of twelve miles after leaving the cars, we arrived about two o’clock, found dinner waiting for us. Yesterday morning we had a call from Mrs. Grandon & sister and Mr & Miss Waters.  In the afternoon we drove seven miles to Goshen to hear Mr Sewell’s lecture on the Holy land.  It was very interesting.  There we met with Debby M. & Bess Willson.  I was delighted to see Debby and have promised to pay her a visit after camp.  On our return we were caught in the rain and stopped awhile at Mr Neil. To-day it is quite cloudy and we are all wishing for rain as the corn Is suffering and the farmers are looking doleful. This evening we are to spend at Mrs Willson per invitation.  Ma, Kate, Harry and Grandpa are at Uncle John, came up the day I did. 

 

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Monday 14th -This is a beautiful bright morning, much cooler than yesterday.  Cousin Lee has just left for town.  I have sent a letter by him and hope to get one in return. Yesterday we went to woods meeting about two miles from here but soon became tired and returned to dinner.  We are busy now making preparations for camp which begins on Friday.  Cousin Mary is to have part of a tent and Mat and I are to stay with her.  It has been a long time since I stayed on the ground and I am expecting a grand time If I don't get tired. This evening we drove over to Mr John Willson in company with Mr Brown and spent the evening.  Miss Kate Hershey and Mr. Perry came over and we had quite a pleasant time.  Poor old man! he is very infirm and is living there with no one but his blacks and they neglect him.  I do pity him.  I have no doubt he often wishes he had married.

 

Tuesday 15th - This has been a quiet day, no company until evening when several called for a short time. We are all busy sewing. 

 

Wednesday 16th - We were all very busy this morning when we were interrupted by the arrival of company, Kate H., Estie Poole and Miss Hays.  I was so glad to see Estie.  They all stayed until after tea. We are all making preparations for camp and expect a great deal of pleasure and I hope profit too. I do trust I may not be carried away with the frivolity and excitement of the place but may be enabled to set a good example to those around me. Mat is sewing at a great rate to finish a dress.

 

Thursday 17th - The weather is quite threatening and we very much fear we shall have rain for camp.  We are to be off at five o’clock to-morrow morning, bag & baggage, it is a long drive of eighteen miles.  Mr. Brown is to drive Mat & myself down in the carriage.  Cousin Lee will be at home to-day and I shall hear from Ma, I hope. I have just written two letters, one to Ma, the other to Mother.

 

            [end of 1854]

 

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After a silence of more than twenty years I open this journal again thinking it may profit me to make some notes of time. May God help me to spend this year to His glory and may I devote my time and all my honors for His cause. 

 

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            [1877]

 

Jan 1st 1877 - This is the first New Year’s day I have spent without my precious Mother – how I have missed her!  How I have longed for her sweet presence and her loving words! Darling Mother! how gentle and sweet you were ever, how pleased always to see me.  It seems to me at times that I cannot endure the separation and were it not for the consolations of God and the presence of my dear Savior, I would be utterly undone. God knows best – “He doeth all things well.” And then too when I think of the blessed exchange for her, how can I wish her here again. Oh my dear Father! help me, comfort me and may my trust in thee be strong.  Help me to live nearer to thee this year than I have ever done. Make me a true devout, humble Christian. Teach me how to work for thee. This has been a quiet day to me and I have thought much upon my neglected duties and made many resolves for the future. It has been snowing all day and here in the country we have been housed. Were it not for the little ones it would be dreary.  George is away, has been absent nearly two weeks. The house is lonely without him. I am writing now by lamplight.

On Saturday Dec 30, my niece Mary Douglas gave birth to a son, my first great nephew. God bless Mother and child. 

 

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Tuesday Jan 2 - This morning on rising we found the snow quite deep with great drifts which made roads almost impassible.  How lovely the trees and ground looked. It has been very cold all [illegible]with a north-west wind blowing hard.  Although quite clear with a cloudless sun[? surely sky was meant] the snow has not melted any. I read and wrote two letters, played with the children for they get so tired of the house.  I have been more patient and gentle to-day for which I return thanks to Him who has helped me to overcome. The country is dreary at this season but I generally am occupied and don't mind it.  I hope I may grow in grace this year, and have more of the spirit of Christ, Lord, help me! 

 

Wednesday Jan 3 - Went to the city though it was difficult to get through the snow, and even after reaching the cars, the travel was much impeded. This is the deepest snow for twenty years and we are in the country for the winter.  I much prefer city life in the winter for one is so shut up. Found all well at my brother’s and saw my little great nephew, five days old, little Kennedy, the name of my much loved elder brother now gone to Heaven.  Dear me! how many dear ones have crossed over, more than are here.  Mother, Father, Husband, Brother, dear Grandpa and Father & Mother Clark, very dear to me also. What a welcome I shall have when I reach that blessed land and I am resolved to get there

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by the grace of God.  George is still away and the house is dreary especially at night. Children well except Georgie who has a bad cold.

 

Thursday Jan 4th - The cold still continues and the snow does not melt at all.  The sleighing is very fine. Having no sleigh we are shut up. I wish Geo. would return, perhaps we might rig up something to use this winter. It is so lonesome in the country. We never see any one and rarely get to town. 

 

Friday 5th - Just as dull to-day.  No one been here and the snow too deep for us to go out.  Read this morning’s lesson and enjoyed it.

 

Monday 8th - Yesterday Lutie and I intended going to church but the roads were so fearful we were afraid to venture.  Sunday never seems to be well spent unless one can go to Church but I tried to keep the day holy. To-day we are housed as usual though Lutie did go as far as Mary Phelps’ but it was very slippery and she did not enjoy it at all. To-morrow we hope to get to town.  I have begun the Bible again, studying it with the Commentaries by Clark.  May God bless the study to my eternal good. How I would like to be at the Band Meeting to night! I always enjoy the services and think I am profited. 

 

Thursday Jan 11th - I have not written for several days for I had so quiet a life out here one day is but a repetition of another.  Tuesday Lutie and I went

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to the city and stayed nearly all day. We had a time getting to the car but after we reached there got on without trouble. We enjoyed the change for It is so monotonous in the country.  The days pass fast though, just think last Tuesday my precious Mother had been with God for four months and we are so desolate without her.  God help me to bear this great affliction without murmuring.  George is still away.  Mr, B.H. Richardson died last week, I feel for his daughters.

 

Tuesday 16th - George returned home on Sunday and we were glad to have him back.  Monday yesterday was a wretched day, rain & hail falling most of the time. I intended going to town but postponed it until to-morrow. To-day is warm and the snow melting fast.

 

            [April 1877]

 

April 3 1877 - I have not written for some time for lack of news.  The days pass pretty much the same out here. Lately I have been going to town twice a week to attend a course of lectures given by Dr. Lord on historical subjects. They have been instructive and delightful and were attended by crowded houses. All the month of March the weather was cold and wet and we had one snow of some inches in depth, but no matter what the weather, I went to the Lecture for they were an intellectual treat. Now the temperature is pleasant

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and all nature is awakening, the trees putting forth, the crocus and violet in bloom and soon all will be green and lovely. The country is charming in the Spring and Summer but dreary in Winter. Last Tuesday Mar 27th George came home quite sick and the next morning was as red as a beet with an attack of Scarlet Fever.  He is doing well but I fear for the little ones. I pray our dear Father in Heaven to keep them from it if it be in accordance with his holy will.  “He doeth all things well.”  Dear Jesus, help us always to feel this! 

 

            [May 1877]

 

May 11th 1877 - How seldom I write in my Journal. I always seem to have something else to do and I live so quiet a life there is really very little to write about.  I am thankful to say that none of the little ones took the fever from their father.  He was in the house some weeks but now is all right again. People are so fearful of the disease no one seems disposed to rent the place for the summer so we may stay at home. If I did not dread the heat I would prefer it. On the last of April my brother moved from Fayette St. to Madison Avenue, a much smaller house but a pleasanter location.  It was so sad to leave the house where my precious Mother dwelt so many years and especially the room so hallowed by her presence and where she always quieted me so fondly.  Dear

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darling Mother! how my heart aches when I know I shall never see you more on earth.  I cannot murmur for I know you are rejoicing in the presence of Him who redeemed you. God help me so to live that I too may rejoice in His presence, and may be reunited to Father, Mother, Husband and all the dear ones who have gone before.  On the 29th of April our new Chapel was dedicated and the new Pastor preached.  Dear old Dr, Webster was present (God bless him).  Mr. Giffon gave us an excellent sermon, Two weeks previous Mr Jones died suddenly.  How sad for his wife and children. The country is lovely now, trees in fruits in blossom.  We have had a cold Spring. This afternoon my little great nephew is to be baptized at Ascension Church.  I expect to be present. He is nearly four months and a half old, is a pretty little fellow. God bless him and may he be a great comfort to his parents. 

 

 

[1880]

 

Oct 15th 1880 - Dear Mamie was taken away from her husband and little boy this morning, Although she had been very poorly for a year past and was weak and emaciated, yet her death was a great shock to all her relatives as we thought she would certainly soon be better, never dreaming of so sudden a termination. She had Bright’s disease of the kidneys and

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had suffered terribly.  She was 27 yrs old, young & pretty. We laid her away on Sunday the 17th at Loudon Park, between her Father and Grandfather.  Her poor mother is so distressed, and her husband is bereft indeed.  So God calls us one by one – oh! may [we is omitted] be ready when our summons shall come.

 

            [1881]

 

May 25th 1881 - We are now busy making preparations for our summer sojourn at Appledore. Lutie, four little ones, two nurses and myself expect to remain for three months. How gladly would I take my brother's wife had I the needful.  Just now, I must help my precious brother to pay borrowed money of Josie’s.  She is pushing him hard and I am so sorry. The poor fellow tries hard to get along with his big family.

 

            [1886]

 

June 13, 1886 - My dear cousin Mary Jennings Phelps was taken away from us while on a visit to Atlanta, Georgia.  Her death was unexpected though she had been a great sufferer for some time with rheumatism and neuralgia.  Josie and I were with her in March at Atlantic City.  We are so glad we were with her there though we little thought one would not see her again.

 

I was shocked by the death of Cousin Mary Waters In September after a very short Illness.

 

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November 15 1890 - My precious brother went home to his Father's home to-day after an illness of 18 months, all the time in his bed suffering with a tumour at the base of the brain which paralyzed him so he could not stand up at all.  God’s will be done, though it is hard to say it, yet he is better off and we shall soon follow him.  Since then in January my nephew Tom was taken to rest after being ill from grip for 8 months.  We bow in submission to the Will of God.